Be the best person you can be

What does that actually mean ?

You always here this phrase from so many different places and people.

Lately i've been thinking alot about this and what it actually means.

I think that to be the best person you can be means that you should achieve things that you want, things that you can stride for and things that will make you a better person.

In the past 6 months or so, i must say i have not been achieving the things i want or the things that could make me a better person. Most of my time these days is spent sitting on my ass doing sweet fuck all. Its pretty sad in a way to be honest. My lazyness has always been a thing that has stopped be from achieving my full potential and my inability to commit to things is also a factor in this.

Of late, i have been trying to address some issues. Some of the things that i want to stride towards include, having a better diet, cut down on smoking, start studying, getting more exercise, get a job and learn the guitar or another musical instrument.

I think if i could achieve these things then i would be a much happier person, however is achieving all these things possible? Is it just too much to do ? I hope not because i hope that i can do all these things and that they will make a better and happier person.

I am trying to get my act together. For example i have a job over the christmas period, i put alot of effort into trying to find a job and i got it. This should be a kick up the arse to me because i now should be able to realise that if i put effort into something then it will pay dividends. Im happy that i have this job because i want to start saving some money. I hate asking my Dad for money, he never complains, in fact he is always asking if i need any money. He told me recently that i shouldnt feel gulity about asking me for money...but i do, im pretty much an adult now and i have to start acting like one. Ive talking enough money off that man in recent years and i finally think that enough is enough. I also got a job over the next two days working in DCU for the open days, i get paid about 100 euro for telling little secondary school students where to find certain buildings on campus and my opinions and experiences of DCU life so far. Pretty sweet job if you ask me !

I hope that this will be the beginning of me getting my act together and for me to be the best person that i could be. There is alot more i want to write about this topic, but im extremely tired (not lazy) and i have to be up early tomorrow for college/work. This reminds me that the fact i have not written in this blog lately is because of my lazyness.

Anyway, hopefully i will have alot more posts on this blog as it should be an indication that im getting my act together and achieving my full potential.

Till next time.

Sean.