Update on my current affairs.

Yay im writing my next blog post! About time really as i have had alot of things that i wanted to write but i've either been too lazy or too busy.

Just to keep people up to date . There was this girl i mentioned earlier in my blog, we slept in the same bed and i was pondering whether to pursue this girl or not. Well on Monday night the exact same thing happened again. It was just me and her this time, we drank vodka, smoked loads of cigarette's, watched wayne's world and listened to metal.We ended up sleeping in the same bed again, and it was fine (except for the serious lack of sleep i had from my annoying thoughts to the serious lack of room i had!) I must admit i cant remember the last time I had such a good time. We get on so well, we make each other laugh all the time and we have some sort of connection and its great. However I know myself now that me and her being together is not meant to be. I am attracted to her, dont get me wrong and I really wanted to get with her that night but now the great thing is that im not getting bogged down about it not happening. I value our great friendship and more than likely if something did happen between us it would ruin that !
She is seeing someone at the moment, not going out, just a kind of friend with benefits kind of thing and it bothered me slightly at first but now i dont really give a shit. She should enjoy herself and as long as no guy messes with her then im happy! She is over in London now to meet this guy that she met when she travelled around europe during the summer, good for her, i hope she has a great time.

At the moment I'm not getting bogged down about having not gotten with anyone (even though it been a month and a half since i've last had sex.), im happy with the way things are going and i just have to enjoy the life i'm living.
There is one thing thats annoying me however, my ex girlfriend is still blanking me. I sent her a text message saying happy birthday and that i hope she has a good night (with an x ) and all i got back was a blunt and cold 'Thank You'. Ouch. Anyway according to her bebo page she is having a great time! She seems to be enjoying the college life and seems to have many friends. Im happy for her that she is getting over me and she is enjoying herself but for some reason i still feel very bitter about it. The lack of contact is annoying me and it pisses that she is treating me as if i never existed. I feel that i've tried sufficiently to contact her, i dont think ill contact her for another while yet and hopefully next time i do I will get a reply longer than two words.

YAY I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW. About fucking time too. My job interview is on monday and i must admit im pretty nervous about it. I really need this job as i am pretty much broke and i want to start saving. Its in River Island which is one of my favourite clothes stores, so WOOP for staff discount!

Anyway thats all thats happening lately, i know there are a few more things that i have forgotten but they will be posted if im not too lazy :D

Till next time

Sean.